| I’m beginning to find my emotions to be very annoying. I made a kid cry last night and it is still haunting me for some reason. The knowledge of making him cry was so excruciating that I ended up apologizing to him a few minutes afterwards. I keep telling myself that he deserved it, but I still lost my temper, and to me that is unforgivable. It is the one trait that I truly hate about myself. I can’t help but laugh at my struggle and about what happened last night. Hopefully nothing comes from it. Right now it is just a memory. |
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